I just hate it.

Thanks to all my frens who are there when i need them.

I just feel like slapping someone on the face right now. Sometimes, i feel symphatise but whenever i think back and thought of two points, just two little points, it throws my sympathy away and brings rage in me. It burns. it kills. it hurts definitely. The pain i will endure as long as i can because of my mistake which lead me to this stage of point in life. I will still move on and one thing i regret is i should listen to friend's advice from the beggining. My wrong move, took me into hell. way deep into hell and its hard to come out. I am halfway out, i just need somemore time. maybe two weeks? longest by 1 month. That two point fires me up and whenever i feel like giving up while i just follow whatever is instructed...i willt think of that two points, yet again. It will definitely fire me up and boost my anger in me.

For now, i will leave in control emotions.