WELCOME TO MY WORLD OF MIX EMOTIONS.

A new update.

2010-09-03T09:07:00.000-07:00

oh ho ho ho, life is beginning to get hard.

problems are flowing in.

hard ones.

and its not easy to solve.

not everything we could say it out as it brings harm and sharp pointers to people.

just be quiet and accept whats going on.

SERIOUSLY?

2010-07-20T03:40:00.000-07:00

I have NO idea how the term lala started on me but i'm absolutely fine with insults and teases. That's not a really big problem for me. But i realised this thing has been going on for some time and it irritates me ALOT. I've already forgot about the past sadness and why are they keep bringing it up?! I have seriously NO damn idea. And they claimed themselves as friends?

I feel. WEIRD.

2010-06-14T06:35:00.000-07:00

I have seriously no idea why i'm feeling weird. I JUST DON'T KNOW.

How to describe the weird feeling i'm feeling it now? Hmmm...

I feel like everyone dislikes me. seriously. Don't ask me why. I have no idea at all why i'm feeling this way at this moment. Sometimes i wonder whether is this feeling true or not. Does everyone dislikes me?

Its time.

2010-06-02T23:24:00.001-07:00

Its time.

Its time to do what is necessary.

Those who always listen to my sorrows will understand what i mean.

There will be no more sadness in me that always come from the same source.

THAT source will be no more. vanished. disappear as i prepare myself to face it, once and for all.

...

2010-05-27T19:52:00.000-07:00

I'm wasting my time thinking too much again. AARRGGHHH....Who am i to call? I'll do what is necessary.

Hey hey hey...

2010-05-26T22:35:00.000-07:00

:) I was planning to blog at 5.30 after tuition but i just wanted to blurt some things out so badly right now. I know its been a while since i update this blog...especially when its FULL of words...i promise i'll add some pics in after this post. :)

Where to start? Hmmm....ok got it!

Exams are on the go and i've learnt ALOT for the past two weeks. Its not that i study and i learn from textbook. NO! Its stuffs that i learn throughout the exams period. There are wolves in the world. Sounds familiar huh? ;) And i always feel the world is unfair. Seriously, the world is NOT fair and i know that's a fact we've got to digest. After i've done every paper, i'll just stare out of the window and think Not only that, i'll also continue to think while walking home. Sometimes i think too much and for some reasons, it's good that i do. Don't ask me why. Things are turning out better for me and i am damn sure that it'll get better after the holidays. :)

I have definitely learned ALOT of lessons during the exams period which i can't tell, afraid that people will misunderstand it. I think it's about time i follow these lessons sent by God himself. I always wonder, '' Is HE trying to prove something to me?'' Maybe it is and i don't know when and how to see things right. I'm having a lot of fun with my friends recently but somehow...there is this string in me that is three-quarter pulled out. I just need about one more week and total support from my friends to pull that pathetic little string out.And i know i can do it :)

Oh well...

2010-05-01T10:09:00.000-07:00

Where should i start? I'm a bit organised now. A BIT. But still the same old weakling. Can't be man enough to solve my very own problems. Sometimes i just dun understand what am i doing. SERIOUSLY. I JUST don't know. Haih...i always regret in the end...keep repeating it to myself over and over again, but still the dumb-ass me. Maybe i'll do it. One day. Not too long. I know u support me :)

I'M A MESS.

2010-04-16T23:14:00.000-07:00

I am not organised anymore. Everything's a mess just because i'm having a war inside. I have the confidence i'll win this battle. I WILL WIN THIS. No point telling others. Dun wanna disturb their precious time.

Goodness.

2010-04-09T21:42:00.000-07:00

I've no time to go online anymore. Everyday is like a busy day for me. Super busy. Homework will be pilling up like shit if i dun do it for one day. Just ONE DAY. == Not to mention i'll be away from school from next monday till thursday. YE stock challenge. Then volleyball MSSD. For the past 16 years of my life i didn't face the problem of rushing my homework but why when i entered the 17th year of my life i am facing it? LOL...its not that i cant finish..i just procrastinate too much...way too much.... :)

:)

2010-03-27T00:05:00.000-07:00

Exams are over. Holidays are over. Results are out. And it wasn't a good start when school reopens. First day of school got terrible high fever, then result came out, i got dengue :( Blood count keep dropping but i still did not get admitted since my blood count is still not THAT low. Homework pilled up higher than mountain but i still ain't touching it. hehe ;)

Anyway, i really wanna go for mssd volleyball training but my dad said i just recovered so i can't go :( However, i'll ask him again 2mr and see whats the outcome of it. Hopefully can go. I wanna play volleyball. I LOVE to play volleyball :) and i CAN play alright? I am not rookie sort of player and also not that pro also la duh. average u call it :)

Exam results are out and i did not do so well of course. Was not feeling that well during the exams period but who cares? its only the first term. Not the trials. Besides, its not the full format sort of paper. Its just a warm up paper only. It cant prove much.

Ready for exams?

2010-03-05T03:46:00.000-08:00

NOT!!!!!

stressed up...feeling whole body hot every morning....reason is : belum study untuk exam -.-

Who cares la...screw this term...screw it screw it!

VALENTINE'S DAY :)

2010-02-18T19:08:00.000-08:00

I went to watch Valentine's Day alone and the show is hilarious yet awesome! I was laughing most of the time....haha...seriously...super funny....and there were love of all ages. Old, adult, teenage, even kids! LOL...Its a nice movie.

I just hate it.

2010-02-09T08:03:00.000-08:00

Thanks to all my frens who are there when i need them.

I just feel like slapping someone on the face right now. Sometimes, i feel symphatise but whenever i think back and thought of two points, just two little points, it throws my sympathy away and brings rage in me. It burns. it kills. it hurts definitely. The pain i will endure as long as i can because of my mistake which lead me to this stage of point in life. I will still move on and one thing i regret is i should listen to friend's advice from the beggining. My wrong move, took me into hell. way deep into hell and its hard to come out. I am halfway out, i just need somemore time. maybe two weeks? longest by 1 month. That two point fires me up and whenever i feel like giving up while i just follow whatever is instructed...i willt think of that two points, yet again. It will definitely fire me up and boost my anger in me.

For now, i will leave in control emotions.

U R pathetic.

2010-02-01T06:33:00.000-08:00

I am fed up of listening to ur tease and laugh everytime i see you. Its not that i can't take it. I am just getting fed up with it. I know now you are at the peak of ur life. But don't forget your origin. Go ahead and enjoy. Never will i speak a word to you as for i am fed up with you creating a tease and the whole gang will laugh along. As i said, i can take it...but i had enough. You know who you are.

I realised something.

2010-01-30T02:51:00.000-08:00

Girls who can play volleyball are HOT!!!

Updating my dead blog. :)

2010-01-23T01:10:00.000-08:00

Wassup everybody!!!! Boey is in da house!!!!

My birthday had just passed not long ago, on the 21st of january and my wonderful classmates bought for me a cake. :D

Thanks to those who shared the cake. Thank you soooooo much!

U see, on that day, during recess, i went up toilet and came down. Seeing wei chee alone in class puzzled me. She was holding some bm books and i decided to teman her la of course. Then.......i took a peep from block F and see la, whether they got buy me a cake or not, end result was: i didnt see anything at the gazebo. So i went with her all the way to the bilik guru and passed up the books to Pn Chen.( pls dun get me started on her topic.lol.)

OK. We were walking walking walking, back to the canteen. Finally lar...the suprise came. I saw jeremy's smiling face there together with many others and i was like, '' Seriously? seriously? they bought me a cake???''

awwww....i feel like tearing a little but that wont be too appropriate. ^^ I love them la. I love 5 cengal. 5 cengal-ians 2010....the best class i ever had. Thanks once again to everyone for the suprise. :D special thanks to my wonderful ''secretary'' too, Ms Foo! :):):):):):):)

=.=

2010-01-16T07:37:00.000-08:00

School sucks. My class rocks. =)

No one understands me.

...

2010-01-06T03:33:00.000-08:00

i was wrong. it got worse. way worse than before. i feel like crying my heart out.

It is.

2010-01-05T02:40:00.000-08:00

It just gets better and better. I should have more patience.

...

2010-01-02T18:29:00.000-08:00

TO ALL WHO I KNOW,

I AM SORRY. I AM REALLY REALLY SORRY.

think.think.think.

2010-01-01T06:43:00.000-08:00

hmmm hmmm hmmm.....i think it is true. my instincts were right. *sob sob*

:'(

2009-12-31T23:27:00.000-08:00

You take two and i take one ok?

Hot.

2009-12-28T03:25:00.000-08:00

Cute huh? Quite hot actually.

But when she acted in this '' table of glory'' drama.....she is so damn cool weih! Her character is freaking cool!!!! =)

I miss my friends. :D

2009-12-24T04:39:00.000-08:00

I miss all my friends in school, especially friends from my class, 4 cengal. I think this is the best class i ever had. Anyway, cant wait for school to reopen cause i wanna go back to school :( and do some things which friends will never understand but insult me. Only time will tell them the truth. By the way, here i am, to wish everyone Merry Christmas. :D Have fun while you still have the time.

haiz....

2009-12-19T09:51:00.000-08:00

why i suddenly so emo ah? ish...i hate myself....and if i ever find out...you will be the first guy i will hate forever....i swear...

Its been a tough week.

2009-12-17T17:24:00.000-08:00

How tough?

Tough.

Why?

Lack of sleep. Sleeping late and waking up early makes me sleep less hours. :(

Oh ya.....and school is gonna reopen......many people wont like...but i do. =)

I know i know.

2009-12-13T22:06:00.000-08:00

Always my fatal flaw. I think too much.

And for thinking too much, i am damn pissed now.

ARRGHHHH!!!!

Why la?

2009-12-10T19:02:00.000-08:00

Am i getting more and more retarded or what?

I was looking through the facebook pictures of SMK DJ's form 5 graduation pictures and the smile on their faces somehow made me feel sad. I thought about myself, next year, same time, almost leaving the school. All of a sudden, i feel so sad. I feel like i don't wanna leave this school. Its not the school that holds me back.

Its the memories. Sweet memories. Fun memories. Canteen. Library. Classes. All look so meaningful to me. :( *sob sob*

Why am i getting so emotional and sentimental? I dunno. I just feel sad because i dun wan leave the school next year. :'(

I know we can still keep in contact after school is over but its hard. You get me? All of us will be walking on different paths which branches out to different destinations. The bond will become lossen as we meet each other lesser. Haiz. Haiz. Haiz. I love all my frens. :D

Hmmmmm......

2009-12-08T02:32:00.000-08:00

Don't know why...but i am currently addicted to AMERICAN BOY. LOL...weird huh...that song is like AGES ago...

Anyway, do u like the rough side of me or the soft side of me? haha...sounds gay....yer~

......

2009-12-04T08:28:00.001-08:00

感觉你的爱。。

只希望你会明白。。。我的心中只有你。。。我也只想保护你。。。

从第一天起我就爱上你。。。你的笑容在我心里。。。

我要和你手牵手永远不回头。。。一起勇敢向前走。。。。

一直握着你的手。。。永远不回头。。因为你是我的梦。。。

I cant sleep.

2009-12-04T03:17:00.000-08:00

I hold the guitar every night before i sleep to get a dream about you and now after the return of the music notes, whenever i hold the guitar, i feel like crying. Its hard for these two things to be separated. I hope you take back. I hope. I wish.

wahaha

2009-12-02T04:07:00.000-08:00

I dunno what to write here lar....lazy to write adi...prefer tow rite in my private blog better =)

I am....pathetic?

2009-11-28T22:25:00.001-08:00

Neh...i dunno what people call me.

Some call me weird.

Some call me pathetic.

Some even call me mudblood. LOL

Anyway, i just finished watching a beautiful love drama and definitely after watching every drama, new inspiration comes into mind. =)

December is on the way. 1 year from now...haha...

movies i want to watch:

the vampire's assistant.

ninja assasins.

the storm warriors.

zombieland

avatar

wall street: money never lies

Smile~

2009-11-27T22:32:00.000-08:00

MY 2OOTH POST EVER SINCE I STARTED THIS BLOG.

yay

So CUTEZ........

2009-11-25T22:01:00.000-08:00

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

2009-11-25T02:44:00.001-08:00

yeah yeah yeah.........yeah......arrgghhhhhh...damn excited now....... ...yeah yeah.....wohoooooooooooooooo......if not i am alone...haiz...but i am okay with it...OMG....OMG...OMG.......

emo emo

2009-11-22T03:50:00.000-08:00

Haih....

haih....

haih....

haih.....

*sob sob*

:(

Randomness.

2009-11-21T06:28:00.003-08:00

I've scrolled my blog from top to bottom and what i see is just words. No pictures. SOO....i will just upload some random pics la k...:)

I am so lazy.

2009-11-20T20:28:00.001-08:00

Lazy to do work.

Only want to watch tv. drama. online. jog. eat. sleep. and...

maybe read some books.

next year.

spm.

for now,

relax.

may god understands me.

Haih.

2009-11-19T03:46:00.000-08:00

LG

2009-11-16T17:47:00.000-08:00

Life's good.

WTH is wrong??!!!

2009-11-14T04:43:00.000-08:00

When exams are around the corner, no one updates their blog except me.

And now, when exams are over, everyone still remain dead and i am the only one still active blogging.

Can someone tell me what the hell is wrong???

GEeshh....i am so damn free.....why is everyone so busy????

FAITH.

2009-11-13T07:52:00.000-08:00

Everyone has faith. I am sure of that.

I have faith in everyone. Different people with different level of faith. Thats an obvious thing to say.

But, for you, i have 100% faith in you. I promise. I swear.

I will never lie to you. I will never do things that will hurt you. I will never leave you.

Phew,....that was something cool huh? LOL....anyway, results are out...and again, i was amased by the results.. But when i see from the clouds...there were two things which really dissappointed me and i will fix it next year. I promise. I will do it. I just hope that....ahhh.....nothing....

Next week onwards, i will start the pain. The pain where all these shit that followed me since standard six, i will kill it off, once and for all. Yup. Its the FATS i am talking about. I hate it. Ever since standard six, it starts to acculumate on my belly and its just gets bigge and flabbier....under certain specific situations that i am facing on my ground, i need to lose it! I will do it. And i will lose it!!!!

Blogging on a weekday?

2009-11-10T02:59:00.000-08:00

Yeah...haha....i very free....nothing else to do....so i just online for fun...typing for fun....getting myself out of reach from the horrible textbooks because next year i will in love with it most of the time...(if i have to semangat to do it)....

Seriously, school is so boring these few days and i got nothing to do besides play chess and sit and see guys like chern hsiang attracting girls by playing the guitar. I cant play any musical instruments because i am too lazy to learn it. Loads of people knows how to play guitar,piano,violin etc but i dun know.=(

I will think like him(N.F) when it happens.

2009-11-06T16:13:00.000-08:00

LOL...kinda confusing right? Actually, its not. Its depends on how you see it. You must know what i really like and then u know how i think.

Anyway, heard from someplace that someone, somewhere, is trying to screw me up. Screw what up huh? Something really important to me.

I am telling this one pathetic human being, ''don't you dare.''

Trust me. Don't. I dun want to see it for my own eyes that you actually did it. I swear i will think like him and doom you.

I try not to think like that,but things are starting to turn worse. I try to keep quiet but you, instead, went to give flyers. What the hell??!!!

I will screw you. Don't forget, i know you better than others. Don't try to outsmart me. You know i can do it. So, stand back.

Here comes the real deal.

2009-11-04T23:24:00.001-08:00

Exams are over. finally. for the last two days of exams, i cannot focus cause there was a pinch here and there so i wont expect much from my results. The results so far, is okay...but not chinese. By taking chinese, i have last the battle with everyone. It pulled me down, deeply, until i can hardly come up anymore. Its tough since i wrote a misleading essay, but i am going to face it. My mistake. My fault. Its sickening to find out that after all the hardwork one put in, it all comes down just because of one stupid mistake. it hurts but it cant kill me inside. Its over though....so i wont think too much about it.

This is it. LOL...its not the michael jackson movie...its really it. haha...dun get it? what you are about to read is really based on symbolism. Only a few can get it i guess.

Reviews have been made. Comments given. Now its up to me. ME ME ME. No one else. Trying to run 100km is hard for me. really hard but i manage to hang on and endure all the ups and downs throughout the journey. Now, i am at the 50km mark, the question is...should i finish it till the end and continue to suffer the pain? I dun know. Seriously. I feel like giving up but what happen to the patience and endurance i gave up just to finish the initial 50km? It took me so much time and effort to finish it but on the other hand, what if i finish, and i still end up last among all, getting nothing at all??? Thats where the confusing part comes in. Should i just give up now or continue the road which has a risk where i will either get something or nothing. Some tell me to give up because they say that the next 50km have lions and tigers whereas some tell me to continue, go ahead and kill those beasts. Who should i listen to?? Myself? LOL...thats what i tell everyone. I am really really confused here.....so i need some time to relax and chill. However, some even said that the lions and tigers are frenly. Some said its vicious. YOU TELL ME HOW????

okei......

2009-10-31T09:35:00.000-07:00

haih......while everyone is studying for their last papers on monday and tuesday...i am here....realxing myself....didnt even bother to touch the book. However, i will study tomorrow as i hope it will a good day for me cause today wasnt. The day started off with bio, then chem, then maths. I screwed chem up pretty badly and bio and maths was okay okay only. Bio paper 3 cant really study much...just planning to read the the experiments will do...then physics....ahhh..then moral. ish. LOL....

After school , things gone pretty confusing for me...then reach home, its gets more complicated......thinking too much la i guess...so i was online the whole day.....nothing to do..no mood to study....for some thoughts playing in my mind, distracting my concentration. soon after, things started to turn well by night, and happy me, here i am, blogging. XD.

I just dunno what to do lar. I need prove althought assumptions are being made. Posting this, i realised the consequences, but somehow, i can still do better than this. I am so damn confident with myself. If u dun understand u can stop reading. LOL...anyway,i seriously dunno what to do. So, i will see how things goes after the exams, and i will think, more than i ever pushed myself to think, just to try and figure out this crisis. Is it a crisis or a problem. I prefer to refer it as a situation. hehe.....by the way, rumours i ignore, cause its fake(duh!) trust me, its fake. I know its hard for u to trust me since things u see in me proves another point, but seriously, those rumours are indeed fake. Lets write something for you:

நான் உன்னை பார்த்தால் , பேசணும் , பழகனும் , உன் கையால் புடிக்கும் , '' நான் உன்னை காதலிக்கிறேன் '' சொன்னும் .

Get it? LOL....too bad if u dun...try finding a translator....XD

Damn....damn...damn....

2009-10-30T23:47:00.000-07:00

Why is everyone not updating their blog? So busy studying is it?

Okay, thats what i wanted to say. what i am about to write next is.....you guys can read...but i dun think u think will understand. XP.

THERE! Another hole i spotted in the once-i-so-call-perfect attire. I have spotted it several times but i keep giving excuse to sew it back. There are reasons why i like to sew it back, one of it is because i dun want to throw it away. So much to write but i cant. Its not because of the exams, its because i cant. Sorry.

Simple enough to understand?

What wrong with me???

2009-10-24T22:58:00.000-07:00

Suddenly feel damn shit stress. Every morning, exacly 4 o clock in the morning i will wake up cause its too cold, fever i guess, so i have to enter another room to sleep, without fan or air cond. Lacking of sleep, failing my exams, gaining weight( i hope not), dying. Its my lowest point in life i guess. BUT, i am not falling. HAHA>.......while everyone is studying, i am here, online, dun care about the exams. Who cares anyway? Its not spm trials or somthing. So....see how things goes lar.

I WILL WAIT FOR YOU AT THE GATES OF HEAVEN. I WONT ENTER ALONE, NOR WILL YOU ENTER ALONE.

FALLIN FOR YOU....

2009-10-23T18:48:00.000-07:00

I don’t know but
I think I maybe
Fallin’ for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting ’til I
Know you better

I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

As I’m standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It’s just you and me

I’m trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I’m scared of what you’ll say
So I’m hiding what I’m feeling
But I’m tired of
Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

Oh I just can’t take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spinning out

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’ve been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you
I’m fallin’ for you

I can’t stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can’t hide it
I think I’m fallin’ for you

I’m fallin’ for you

Ooohhh
Oh no no
Oooooohhh
Oh I’m fallin’ for you

DYING.

2009-10-18T03:10:00.000-07:00

I have not been studying for the past two days and i am going to die this term. I think many already studied there ass off for the past two days as i was celebrating deepavali, jumping from one open house to another, at the same time, worrying about my freaking exams. I expect an average result this term but i will definitely do my best. XP

Here's a song for you.

2009-10-16T19:07:00.000-07:00

HAPPY DEEPAVALI!!! XD

2009-10-16T19:00:00.000-07:00

SOMETHING SAD ABOUT ME.

2009-10-15T22:25:00.000-07:00

WHEN I THINK I GOT EVERYTHING, GOD JUST WANTS TO TAKE IT BACK FROM ME. DESPITE ALL THE EFFORT, HARDWORK AND TIME I SPENT ON IT, I STILL FAIL TO ACHIEVE IT AND NOW, I HAVE NOTHING LEFT.

For the fisrt time in sixteen years.

2009-10-15T07:24:00.000-07:00

Yes. i finally got the experience of stress after sixteen years of living in this world. Even during pmr,i dun have stress. But this term, i got. And its damn shit stress!!!

Syllabus are not even touched. Sejarah is kiilin me. Not to mention the three science subjects.

At this side, i am celebrating deepavali and obviously i got no mood to study. Then all i am left with is monday and tuesday. U tell me how.

My parents are pressuring me to get high grades while i am in stress now, burging, vomiting and having fever. I cant even sleep at night because of stress. I keep waking up every hour and think when am i suppose to finish my syllabus. WTF??!!! ISH ISH ISH. Curse all those who invented the sejarah subject....not to mention those who invented EXAMS!!!!!!

ISH.

2009-10-11T03:42:00.001-07:00

I am not emo and stop saying i am emo!!!!

When i am quite, that means i am thinking. Not emo!!!! When a person is quite, it does not mean he or she is emo. LOL

Anyway, i just realised i am lack of time. To do what?? To study larh of course!!! 10 chapters of sejarah must be covered up in the next five days, excluding saturday and sunday since its deepavali day. GEsshhh....i can finally feel the heat and sejarah is not the only subject i have to cover. So since i have no time, i create and find time. How?? Haha...think for urself larh.....

YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL-JAMES BLUNT.

2009-10-10T09:01:00.000-07:00

My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
Fucking high,(Real version)
Flying high,(clean version)
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.

Its another week.

2009-10-10T08:51:00.000-07:00

One more week till exams arrived.

And let me tell you how many percent i have completed my studies.

Bio-20%.
Chemistry-30%
Physcis-0%
English-50%
BM-70%
Chinese-60%
Sejarah-0%
Add maths-80%
Maths-60%
Moral-0%

i have only one week left. What do u expect me to do??

When everytime i want to study, i will sure either no mood or my mind will linger around at MARS when i am studying. I think most of the students are 90% ready for the exams and this term, i dun think i will excel. trust me.

Tired of studying, Tired of same old questions. tired of evrything. except for two things. XD

I AM NOT EMO ANYMORE!!!

2009-10-03T19:32:00.000-07:00

I where got emo??? Don't simply say lar. I am just a bit quite as usual. so stop saying i am emo!!!

Let me start with something.

Try imagining that the life of a secondary student is divided into five parts of a mountain. some reached the peak, some are still trying hard to climb up. However, after working hard for four years, i managed to get at the fourth level of the mountain and recently, i did a mistake and that mistake pulled me backed down onto the third level.=(

When i think of it, i thought to myself: "Should i give up all my hardwork just to fall to the ground and get some water? Or should i continue climbing the mountain, almost reaching the peak?"

Getting low to the ground can definitely relax myself, get some happiness there and some drink water. However, falling to the ground will definitely lowered the standards of myself,unable to reach the peak.

Can i do both at once?? I guess so. I think i will get down and get back up again.

Let me tell you a story.

2009-10-02T19:23:00.000-07:00

Once a upon a time, there is a boy who has his own childhood dreams. Big dreams. He always wanted to reach out and achieve those dreams of him and he knows that it will not be easy, compared to others as he is different from others. Since small, people said he was smart child but what they don't know is that the hassel that poor little child went through to achieve similar results with other contestants in life. However, he is a bit lazy but he likes to enjoy. Not that total sort of enjoy. Enjoy as in living his life to its fullest.

Seven years has passed and he was ready to head to primary school. Although he went into kindergarden since three, he was still excited to carry bags, meet new friends, new environment and new learning syllabus. On that day, he took his first step into school and after one day in school, he never wanted to return there, ever again. As a matter of fact, he, indeed, felt the excitement of carrying his own bag, adventuring the new environment and even learning new education.

But, there is one thing he do not have in that school. Friends.

Students in school looked at him differently as i said, he was different from the others. Staring at students jumping in joy, having fun together in one large group certainly plunge an arrow through that poor little boy's heart. No normal child has been through what he is going through right then. People dislike him. Pinch him. make fun of him. Insult him. Some even hit that child. What did not made sense to him was why people can't just accept him as a normal child, regardless of how different is he.The world is indeed unfair but that incidents did not made that boy from stopping to achieve his dreams.

As time passed, he kept on trying to go forward to his classmates but what he got was negative result. He was bleeding inside but he kept on going strong. Trying numerous attempts, although failing many many times.

Two years is gone in the blink of an eye and things are starting to change for this kid. People started to mix with him, regardless of his difference from others. Frens were not much, but he still kept moving on with the slighest hope in his heart.

As he reached standard five, things have gone better for him. He became famous and many people knew him. He was not those kids who are handsome and charming. He was just an ordinary kid. He had a lot of fun in his class during standard five and six, even having the chance to have a girlfriend back then.

After graduating from there, he came into secondary school. Yet again, new challenge, new environment, new friends, new teachers, new learning.

I will stop here. thanks for reading such long post.XD

YOU TELL ME.

2009-10-02T08:45:00.000-07:00

One week is gone. 7 days. and what did i studied?? Let me tell u.

2 chapters of chemistry.

thats all.

pathetic right??

its been another week and exam is just two weeks away. pressure is starting to build up but i can control it. haha....

however, its a neutral week for me. there are bad things happened to me and good things happened to me also.

lazy to say much but its hell of a week!!!! More to come.XD

I AM KILLING IT.

2009-09-26T22:37:00.000-07:00

I WILL KILL IT ONCE AND FOR ALL.

I MEAN IT.

I THINKED HARD AND GOD HELPED ME. THANK YOU.

TOOK THE NECESSARY ACTIONS. GOT THE HEARTBREAKING RESULTS.

THATS IT. ITS FINAL. MUKTAMAD. FULL STOP.

SCHOOL REOPENS TOMORROW AND I WILL DO WHAT IS NECCESSARY.

THATS ENOUGH.

2009-09-26T05:31:00.000-07:00

No more comments on my cbox already.

Too dangerous. Too many craps.

I know you would say,'' why do you care so much if its not true?''

I get you. XP

I just dun wan the rumous the fluntuate things. I hate that. I've been through and i dun wan it to happen again.

DEAL.

2009-09-25T09:01:00.000-07:00

We have came to deal and so i will put tests on you. Be ready for it.

Trust is all you and i got between us and if once i find out you lied to me, you will get it.

I have to put tests on you, i am sorry, because working with you is a BIG risk.

I got my own thoughts and when u pass my tests, you will have my 100% trust.

Let me tell you, its not simple.

GESSHH...

2009-09-25T07:19:00.000-07:00

What a week.

I fail to study a thing.

Online 24/7.

Watching tv.

Neglecting my studies.

Guessing that i will be 20th in class this term. Maybe worse. Who knows??

OHH YEAHHH!!!!!

2009-09-18T01:29:00.001-07:00

>.<

2009-09-17T18:29:00.000-07:00

Where do i start?

Let me see.....

OK. Let me start with my studies.

I have no mood to study. Don't know why. And wait, i know wht u guys must be thinkin:'' Cause u are in love. Too engross with her!''. The fact is, i am NOT!

Ish.

You have to trust me. YES. YOU!. Trust me. I am not wif her and we are just complete frens. As i always say, why wont i admit if i have done it?? Now YOU tell me why.

Moving on to my sports.

Nothing much since i exercise less nowadays. Basketball also seldom go and play. Everyone is busy studying where as i am watching tv most of time. The most i study is = do add maths.

Life.

Hows my life? Not that great. Why?

Cause i can feel that my frens are treating me differently. Is it because i am too close to a gurl recently or what? I dunno. They wont tell me which indeed makes me emo sometimes. =(

Have to go into NERD mode. Just gimme some more time. XD

.........

2009-09-17T18:06:00.000-07:00

Ish.

2009-09-12T21:02:00.000-07:00

*sob* *sob*

Hahah....i feel damn sad for not being able to make it to the second 4 Cengal class party u know....i wanted to come but my classmates planned to last minute adi so my dad dun let....geesshhh i saw the pic and feel like banging the wall.....haha.....next one i must make it, ( if there is one) XD....

Haih...am i changing recently, 4 Cengal?

Many of you say that i am changing but to be honest, i am not.

Seriously i am not.

Changing my seat in class does not mean i changed. You guys know my heart will be with you. Even i am sitting at the back, i am still watching u guys silently.

When you guys call, i will come immediately. You know that. I will be there for u.Everyone single one of u. Just call my name and i will come like an obedient dog...LOL.....

My frens are half me. No them no me. You must understand that. So dun ever say i change.

I am still the OLD BOEY.Nothing has change in me. Trust me.

DAMN. WHY AM I SO FREAKING EMO.??

2009-09-11T06:58:00.001-07:00

What Its like to be Unwanted

You dont know what it is like to be unwanted

You dont feel the pain

You dont feel the tears

When it comes to loneliness

Thats all I know

Because you dont know what it is like to be unwanted

No one to be around

No one to be with

No one to cry with

No one to love with

No one to hold

No one to sleep with

No one to talk to

Thats what it is to be unwanted

I just wish you people

Can sometime understand

You make me feel out of place

You make me not to be around you

Because all you do is hurt me

No matter what you say

They dont know what its like to be unwanted

You say I pushed myself away

But thats not true

You know the true answer

You wont just admit it

But who really gives a FUCK

Your never there for me anyway

So why dont you just leave me the FUCK alone

Please leave me rot

I dont belong here with you

Youre my forbidden territory

That I cant have

Because you dont know what it is like to be unwanted

I wish you could see that

Once that I leave

Youre the one that made me leave

No more words

No more fights

No more acts

No more fake smiles

No more fake terms of endearment

So you leave here

To be unwanted

Cause thats all I know

You pushed me over the edge

Now I say goodbye

CAUSE IM UNWANTED

WHERE, WHEN AND HOW?

2009-09-11T06:46:00.000-07:00

Where did it go?
The sense of one
Feeling of togetherness
Of mutuality, symbiosis
Thinking each others thoughts
A consciousness shared
Breathing in unison
A single beating heart
Speaking in a single voice

When did it happen?
At what point?
Did we separate?
Torn asunder
Split like an atom
Dissected like conjoined twins
To Breath alone
Stop sharing one heart
Speak for ourselves

How could it be?
When I looked at her with love
A stranger looked back
Independent and solo
Individual and free
Thinking on a different plain
Breathing different air
Heart pulsing with a different beat
Speaking a foreign tongue

O.O

2009-09-11T06:25:00.000-07:00

Hello hello. 30 seconds ago i was damn freaking emo and now i am boosting up my adrenaline by listening to techno songs. Geesh...many things happened this week.

Many people saying i am getting just too too close to a gurl. Am i??

TO be honest, i think so too. I even sit wif her in class wei, is that a little bit too much?? Hahaha...

Many say i like her, as a matter of fact, i do, but as a fren only. So i know where is my ground and stop talking crap Jeremy. Yes You. JEREMY.. XP....

Not yet started to study. No time. Busy. Busy watching tv and doing home work. Have to stay back everyday to do study and do homework(shaddap Jeremy).

Haih....one minute i am emo thinking of lame stuffs, the other minute i think positively. SO how now?? U tell me.....

Unromantic Me.

2009-09-05T21:08:00.000-07:00

Someone said to me
that their partner wasn’t romantic.
Unfortunately, a lot of men are like that.
It doesn’t mean they don’t love
their partners, quite the contrary,
they love them the best way they can.
However, woman sees romance
quite differently from men.
To me a kiss and cuddle that is romantic,
but a women on the other hand
say receiving candy and flowers is romantic too.
However, ladies look beyond the frilly wrapping paper there.
Just find a man with a good heart
and who will always be true.
He may not be romantic
but at least you know he loves only you.

Damn i'm good at this. XD

Haih...

2009-09-04T09:20:00.000-07:00

Lazy to update la...nothing much to say nowadays...besides, i am damn busy, most of the time lepaking, not paying attention in class but still get it....and watching tv...haih.... Sometimes when i am so damn boring, i just think of lame stuffs andmake myself emo for nothing. I know its not worth it but there is this one thing which bugs me always when i think of it...lol...life is not as hard as u think. As long u can think hard, it will be just fine. Seriously. Trust me.

LET ME EXPRESS IT ALL.

2009-09-02T04:45:00.000-07:00

THIS IS HOW I FEEL YESTERDAY AT 5.P.M.

YESTERDAY 8.P.M.

TODAY AT 1.30.P.M.

THEN AT 3.P.M

NOW>...

HAHAH...CANT TELL>..

HMMMM.....

2009-08-30T22:02:00.000-07:00

Feeling a bit emo now...haha..dunno why...its an internal problem la...must go and watch the Nanny to humor myself...dunno wht to blog about...dunno wht to do...

EEEEEEHAAAAAA!!!

2009-08-28T06:17:00.000-07:00

HALU!

Just came back from 1u. Went for reunion and i had loads of fun, although most of time getting insulted...haha..but you wanna know something, i really dun mind getting insulted u know. Even sometimes i insult myself.XD I had a tough time getting insulted for my skin colour when i was in standard one and two. So, i am tough in the inside. Insulting is definitely not my weak side. Hehe...Look at me! LOL Looking forward for the next reunion!!!XD

Its been so long...

2009-08-26T20:39:00.000-07:00

HAHA...I am back! Boey is back! LOL..

Went for a movie marathon yesterday since my bro went out with his frens at 1u, so i just went with him, but not with his fren. Besides, i really have nothing to do(dun ask me to study).Thats why i decided to go for threee movies yesterday. TURNING POINT. G.I.JOE. DANCE FLICK.

THe first show was nice cause it is talking about ahli kongsi gelap and stuffs which I like but dun like TO DO. LOl..GI JOE was obviously nice, watching it twice doesnt even keep me bored. LAst but not least,DANCE FLICK. Honestly, no comments...got la actually. The show was funny, if only u get it, and the dance moves was nothing special. Jokes were the one which kept me entertained.

Its been a boring holiday since yesterday i went out. Then today take a rest. Tomorrow going to 1u again for my standard six reunion...ARGHH!!! Damn excited u know.The last time i didnt go already regret like no bodies business. So this time i HAVE to go.

After that, saturday. Got frens party to attend.

Then sunday, another outing. HAHA..

My dad was like '' u bette study i tell u. September holidays no more outing. Only once.And that also i willl consider''LOL...

Ish..boring day...

OMG....

2009-08-23T07:03:00.000-07:00

I HAVE REALLY NO COMMENTS WEI...THE HATRED IS REDUCING...I WILL JUST HAVE TO SEE AGAIN, FROM A DIFFERENT PERSPECTIVE THIS TIME. ITS REDUCED TO 70% NOW...HAIZ...I JUST DUNNO WHAT TO DO.

ITS GETTING CLOSER.

2009-08-22T23:43:00.000-07:00

YESTERDAY'S PERCENTAGE WAS 80% HATRED AND NOW, ITS COMING TO AN END. NOW ITS 95%. U BETTER MAKE UR MOVE OR I WILL BE SORRY.

HERE I COME.

2009-08-22T09:15:00.000-07:00

I am going for a movie marathon. hahaha...ALONE. Yup. I dun think anyone would want to watch three movies just in one day...lol...

The movies i made up my mind on was Turning Point, GI JOE(again)...haha...and maybe Dance Flick or The proposal. So...i need to arrange my time properly...when come out from one then the next minute enter another one...

Anyway, i have an exciting time today...exciting but yet torturous kind of thing...haha..cant really blog about it since its really personal...*sorry*..but still, to tell a lil bit about it, its kinda pathetic how someone can become so bitchy and cold.

To be honest, I can be cold, but not for long. Thats my weakest point. *hope u wont use it against me*. Another weak point is scared of insects with wings, especially cockroaches and bees!!!! yer... and yuck.!!

DUN READ.

2009-08-21T06:48:00.000-07:00

WHAT THE CRAP??!!

I am pissed.

Not now...erm...about 6 hours ago?? THink so...some where there la.. pissed at someone actually...but anyway

i suddenly felt no more piss de so i decided to continue with the so call normal routine but then, i signed into facebook and saw something which made me pissed yet again..LOl..

kinda lame right???

dunno what is my problem now oso....pissed la but still i can control it...hahha...

At hu? Obviously i cant tell...hhaa

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-08-16T05:29:00.001-07:00

IF YOU THINK TRANFORMERS 2 IS THE BEST ...YOU ARE WRONG..

.CHECK THIS OUT..

G.I.JOE THE RISE OF THE COBRA.

SUPERB!!!

THATS ALL I CAN SAY...

.AWESOME....PERFECT...AND WONDERFUL....

HELL OF A ACTION MOVIE......

MUST WATCH!

MUST WATCH!

AAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HMMMMM.....wanna know how i feel most of the time?

2009-08-15T09:12:00.000-07:00

I KNOW.

2009-08-15T08:55:00.000-07:00

DONT TEST ME.

WHEN I KNOW, YOU DIE.

I knew it.

2009-08-15T08:08:00.000-07:00

People change. I am not kidding. They will deny it but i can see it. Thats my talent. LOL ~perasan~

I cannot really say much these few days cause i am totally confused by some incident. Is it me or is it the world? I am not sure. I am confused. Yup.

People starts to tell me things about u and i dun quite believe it. But now i am starting to have second thoughts. I am not saying i believe, i just said i am thinking again.

I dunno why but i feel that way somehow.. and if i am true, my predictions will be all true. But i hope it will be not...kinda confuse huh?? Its hard for someone to get me. hehe..

I hope i am still but i dun i am .

Since when i became so lazy?!

2009-08-14T07:45:00.000-07:00

OMG... i am soooo sooooo lazy nowadays. Dunno why. Even lazy to do HOMEWORK! What the crap la...maybe mixing with the wrong frens la...haha...no la...LOL.

LAZY...TIRED
LAZY..TIRED
LAZY...TIRED

AS STRONG AS YOU WERE....

2009-08-08T21:14:00.000-07:00

What the crap la...i feeeling damn emo now...dunno what is my problem also.Not emo actually, just feeling down. maybe i miss my frens? LOL...hahahah

Anyway, i have this thing which i hate now. I will tryy my best to kill it, making it disappear from me forever and ever.

If you are smart enough, you should be able to guess it. FAT.

I hate. I am on a diet. Exercising like crazy and i lost 4 pauns last week. LOL.

This week, i will increse my time of exercise to two hours. I dun even mind killing myself but what i want now is to cut the fat!!!

I got my own ways of pushing myself off the limits. Everytime i feel like giving up, i will tell myself something which will semangat-kan me...hahaha...

And....i dun wan the word FAT to be in WHY-BOEY-SUCKS list...haha...Ciao

WHATS WITH THE SUDDEN RUSH OF LURVE.??

2009-08-08T07:59:00.000-07:00

LOL... Is it my perasan case or what??

I am noticing the amount of couples in SMKDJ is increasing day by day..

I am obviously not desperate for gf la duh! But i just feel akward...dunno why...but still, i happy with single life for four years in secondary, and maybe, against all odds, i wont get marry. XD...

Change of topic. My ambition.

I have no idea what i want to do. Tourism? Business psychologist? Psychologist? Dentist? Lawyer?

NO IDEA.

My dad advised me to read the articles on the newspapers about ambitions and so on but i am just too lazy to do it. I still have time, but not as much as before.

People said no to me when i said tourism but i dun know why. So i finalised it to either psychologist or dentist.

I still cant make up my mind right now, so anyone, please give some advise....XD

TALK ABOUT WHAT???

2009-08-07T08:58:00.000-07:00

I am getting comments on ''whats with the randomness?''...LOL...who cares... i will continue to ask people random questions...haha...

Dunno why i lurve my class so much, but sometimes feel a bit weird...lol....

Anyway, my work out has indeed paid off, losing 4 pauns, which is around 2 kilograms....in a week, not bad huh...

Dunno what to say la....say about week?? Nothing much. No study, dunnno what is chemistry and bio teacher talking about, have to study myself but not now, and i also cant find the time.

I also dunno who i like now. Not desperate to like some one la...but its just funny...LOL>>>>

THANK YOU.

2009-08-01T08:05:00.000-07:00

hahahhah....thank you because this is de first time in my life, i spent more than 12 hours in a shopping mall. LOL.

Yup. You're right. I am full day busy at Sunway Pyramid because i got my YE sales today! Actually, i got two shifts today. The earliest one is from 7.30 am to 9.30 am whereas i also took the last shift which is from 5.30 pm to 7.30 pm. LOL.

Hows de arrangement of time so that i can stay there de whole day? Hahahah..

I reached there around 7.38 am and i thought i was late, but too bad for the others, i was the earliest among Zurix 360 Achievers. I carried loads and loads of stuff, sweating in a shopping mall, and started to decorate the booth.

Soon, after my shift was over, i went to toilet and changed my clothes to casual ones. Takkan i jalan-jalan with my school uniform rite?? It will look damn lame i tell u. Not the school uniform lame la, its the walking-around-a-shopping-mall-with-school-uniform-on attitude will definitely makes me look lame. LOL

Then went and eat breakfast. Not alone la. Although i got face problem but ppl still will teman me ok? hhahahah.... Kemudian, sounds like karangan which need procedure to make food rite, hahah...continue....i went for a 11.30 am show with my friends and while waiting for the movie, we went to play in the arcade. Gaming arcade.

One more thing, for those ppl who say harry potter is boring, i will curse you! It so nice. Jokes were a lot and the action was little, but still not bad. After the show,i was supposed to go for ANOTHER show but i teman my fren la since my fren is so lonely. LOL.

Went for lunch at Mac D. XD. We have the 10 bucks voucher from our sponsors but i didnt use it. LOL. I want to keep it. My last shift started from 5.30 and it was a bomb! No bomb la stoopid. As in super cool rock! We are allowed to do our discount promotions since its gonna end and we were screaming like mad for customers. You know what our theme for discount time? HAPPY HOUR. LOL. damn funny. the team beside ( i cant remember what name) was shouting '' Buy 1 free 1'' and chan yong and i were like '' sure fake one''. LOL!!!!! I got a chance to crack some jokes, and talking to the other team members. LOL...damn funny and yet cool and serious deal. Before i went back, i went to play archery and i cant even hold the bow stabily. LOL>....will try my best next time ok! Had so so soooo much fun today.

Fragrance soap!

Keychains!

P=F over A!

Our decorative tree to put the stain glass!

Check out Tiam Poh's new hairstyle with gel!!

The guy who got lost in Sunway! Heng yang!!!!

FIE! The gurl who can say the most coolest ''hi'' or ''hello''

Lazy photographer.

Chan yong claims its him. Sure??

ME! with face problem...hahahaha

Check that out.

I produce oxygen for everyone!

Ta-da!!

Satay.

Emily mah and fie!

The gurl who can animate almost anyone, angeline.

I try to hold on but it hurt too much.

2009-07-29T03:48:00.000-07:00

LOL. Feeling bad now. Dunno why. Actually, got la reasons. But better to keep it to myself.

Haiz...Got lots and lots of stuff to do. Damn busy.

Wait. My frens all got bf or gf now de..all dunno go where. So u know what.?? I got this new best fren. This best fren is the best of the best! Will never have gf or bf wan...sure wan...

LOL! Ciao

LAck of time.

2009-07-25T20:43:00.000-07:00

Uh huh. I am lacking of time to study. Hang on a second. I am not trying to say that i am studying now, but for the past two weeks, i have been soo soooo busy until i dun even have a free time to lace around and do nothing. This means that when exams are approaching and when i have to study, there is no time at all! So...i will try to find the spaces in between my ''busy'' schedule( where most of time i am watching dramas XD) to make some room.

Running out of ideas....

WOW.

2009-07-17T06:25:00.000-07:00

I am just simply amased and shocked.

Really.

Everything went well all this while until today. I went work-out like crazy this week, normal routine like everyday, until today.

I feel like i have lost all my frens.

I have no idea why i have this sort of thinking but seriusly, i feel like it. Should i just be one-year-ago-self where i hardly even talk to people or should i ignore this instinct and move on??

I totally have no idea at all. When i looked through all my contacts on my phone, i cant find one who willings to share me problems. Sounds kinda emo here but i am continuing...

I have two best best frens and i lost both of them in one go! I have no idea why this is happening but i am trying to save the first frenship. The second one...haiz...no comments.

I am just, simply, totally lost.

THIS IS THE REAL DEAL.

2009-07-11T01:35:00.000-07:00

This is it. I will never let the inner me get to my weakness. Two days from now, i will say bye bye to you which will be gone in four months. I can guarantee you that. I always feel lazy and tired and this will lead me into my worst nightmare. I will stand up against and fight it till the end.

Phew...that was kind of semangat right??

BOOM!

2009-07-05T05:38:00.000-07:00

GO DYNAMITEZ!!!! WOHHOOOO!!!

Had a hell of time today in bukit jalil watching the cheer competition 2009! Many people attended the event,Mr.K also ada and many more. Although SMK DJ got fifth place, i am still proud of them okay.... They did a great job and they also done their best. I respect all of them and the crowd was fantastic!!! Screaming like mad, noisy like no bodies business. Xaviers were the one who were screaming all de way until de end.

Two judges performed too! And it was spectacular. Superb. Somersault like mad..Jumping aroung like flyers. LOL. I went back at 5 and it was overall, awesome.I will definitely go next year but sadly this year, i didnt watch the concert they had after the show...*sob* *sob*

I got alot more to say but i am just too lazy to type.XD

Ah hahahahahaha

2009-07-03T10:14:00.000-07:00

OK! Today, i finally came up with two decisions. These two decisions actually solved two out of three problems of mine.And this really reliefs me. The only problem left is weight problem. Haha! No more love problems, No more frens problem. This time, i am absolutely sure about this, especially about my love problems. Because of it, i am losing focus, emo and even started to shift myself away from what i am suppose to do. So, i decided to let it go, after dicussing and hearing advise from the wise one. ( not my parent la. My so call EXPERIENCED frens) HAHA,....

Not scared to blurt out some info about it since i dun like her anymore....i liked her for two long years..ppl kept on saying about us and i kept denying it... i asked her once and got rejected...and i was really close to confess to her again a few days ago. Until i realised what i was doing. After chatting with a feww frens,..i know she wont changed her mind and i will just forget about it. I liked her for two freaking long years, got rejected, and how sure i am tht she will change her mind?? I am not being a coward here. I am just being rational. i know the rite and wrongs. so...i decided to not like her. However, u cnt call it give up, i just dun like her anymore, cause i know i dun stand a chance. Its stupid of me, however, to continue liking her even though she rejected me two years ago...but still i dun know why i liked her till then. That was the only girl i confessed to, two years ago.

Sooo relief now since two out of three problems of mine is solved. I just came back from transformers 2 and the movie is cun! This is the second time i am watching it...and there will be a third time coming soon..haha...u might say i am crazy about the movie, actually i am. The actions are damn cool, superb and awesome! If those humans, yup, human, who not yet watched it, go and watched it!

Hmmmm.....

2009-06-28T02:15:00.000-07:00

For some reasons. Two actually.

heyyylo!

2009-06-26T06:11:00.000-07:00

i did sumthing wrong today...haha...i cannot tell....if not i will defintely end up bad...so...lets change the topic...school is gettin duller duller...academically side...many ppl are not listening to teachers teaching, including me, LOL!....and i was kinda sad...a lil bit only...about my results. It dropped obviously,and i got screwed from me dad....nothing unusual about it, cause although i did well, he will ask me to do better. WELL. Who could blame him?>?? anyway, i lazy to type nowadays...so ....ciao...hehe

Feeing down

2009-06-24T02:49:00.000-07:00

i am kinda sad these few days for some reasons i cant tell, And i am losing focus on everything over it.I will still hang on to it, but after i found out some truth...i am freaking sad....really. Emo like shit...but luckily i have my frens to keep me bz so i wont think about tht matter. Somehow, i still cant escape it rite??? so.. i will face it when the time is rite.....haiz....haiz...haiz...

WELCOME TO MY WORLD OF MIX EMOTIONS.

A new update.

SERIOUSLY?

I feel. WEIRD.

Its time.

...

Hey hey hey...

Oh well...

I'M A MESS.

Goodness.

:)

Ready for exams?

VALENTINE'S DAY :)

I just hate it.

U R pathetic.

I realised something.

Updating my dead blog. :)

=.=

...

It is.

...

think.think.think.

:'(

Hot.

I miss my friends. :D

haiz....

Its been a tough week.

I know i know.

Why la?

Hmmmmm......

......

I cant sleep.

wahaha

I am....pathetic?

Smile~

So CUTEZ........

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

*emo emo*

Randomness.

I am so lazy.

Haih.

LG

WTH is wrong??!!!

FAITH.

Blogging on a weekday?

I will think like him(N.F) when it happens.

Here comes the real deal.

okei......

Damn....damn...damn....

What wrong with me???

FALLIN FOR YOU....

DYING.

Here's a song for you.

HAPPY DEEPAVALI!!! XD

SOMETHING SAD ABOUT ME.

For the fisrt time in sixteen years.

ISH.

YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL-JAMES BLUNT.

Its another week.

I AM NOT EMO ANYMORE!!!

Let me tell you a story.

YOU TELL ME.

I AM KILLING IT.

THATS ENOUGH.

DEAL.

GESSHH...

OHH YEAHHH!!!!!

>.<

.........

Ish.

DAMN. WHY AM I SO FREAKING EMO.??

WHERE, WHEN AND HOW?

O.O

Unromantic Me.

Haih...

LET ME EXPRESS IT ALL.

HMMMM.....

EEEEEEHAAAAAA!!!

Its been so long...

OMG....

emo emo